The main tool of growth is learning and although you are having a bad time now, you feel submerged in that pain that, far from becoming extinct, lodges in the deepest part of your being and cruelly tells you that you will not leave or recover from that moment. Believe me you will, you will recover from the painful experiences you experience.
It is in the betrayal, lack of success and lack of love, where we learn, grow and become conscious beings, this allows us to reflect or meditate in different areas of values, qualities and desirable scenarios. These situations give us a point of balance, of what should be, complete our being and maturity, so we thank and give value to these moments that although sometimes painful, guide us to a more integrated and loving point of ourselves.